if I'm bein' honest it might've been a nightmare

                                             
I had a dream

I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest it might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you"
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear, "They don't deserve you"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead?                               

ya me derreti

I get so lonely,
I get so lonely I could die.